Date: 25-10-2014
From the day I got the news that I will be paid during my training period, I was super happy. I started planning like I am gonna have millions of bucks to handle. The feeling was awesome. where to spend, do I want to save or not, do I want to spend it on people or on myself...etc. and then I came to know that I will get two months’ salary together but will be given next month. So I was like, OK so wait till next month !!
The remaining days passed and the day
finally came. 'I GOT MY FIRST SALARY' on the 1st of October
2014...yeeiiii!!! I felt beyond awesome I could see payment of my work in my
palms and those crisp notes made my whole month. I again planned every little
bit of detail of spending two months’ salary.
so just today eve, after spending whole
month thinking what to do with my money I went out for the first shopping to be
happening from MY SALARY...hehehe !!
I was like 'STOP ME IF YOU CAN !!' ha ha
hah haa....I had decided that I will spend my every penny on my pleasure. Now
today eve, I have bought myself two pairs of shoes. one is jogging shoes and one
are vans...and let me tell you they are pretty awesome.
I have started from toe and now I have
long way to go up to my tip of my head. But in order to do that I need raise in
my salary. But of course no one is giving me raise just after two months of
Training...LOL !! So I am gonna hunt for other opportunities to get myself a
awesome treat every month.
Why Me?
Now when I thought where to spend money
I had reasons to choose myself above all the people and above all the things i
would have done.
Reason No 1
Until now I have spend my life on
others happiness and being selfless. Whenever it comes to make others happy, I
jumped to the front line for volunteering of selfless service to others.
huh!! I feel so spent. And the best
part is people started expecting more of selflessness from me. So
now is the time to be selfless to myself and make myself happy for the first
time in my life. B)
Reason No 2
I have always got my things from
others. Sometimes it’s papa, sometimes it’s Didi sometimes it’s mom, sometimes
it’s friends or relatives. Whenever I wanted something extra (as they say), I
never got it without reasoning with them. Every time I want the odds or of
something I like I had to reason with them and most of the time I had to
compromise.
huh!! I feel I was so poor. And the
best part is they started giving me what they believe is good for me. I never
got to choose. So now is the time to feel rich and spend MY MONEY on my
favourite things which I want to buy without explanations exploitations and most
importantly without COMPROMISE. :P
Reason No 3
It’s my duty to make myself happy first
before making others. Especially when you don’t have boyfriend or a special
person who would be happy to pay for your silly demands.
I do have family who cares about me and
give me what I want but hey, not everything. like I said in reason no 2 I had
to compromise sometimes. Of course when you are not happy you make others
unhappy too. I think it’s my duty to make ME happy first, and then I can think
of others. I had never been self aware before. So In process of making everyone
glad I forgot to be the one.
Huh!! I feel so pitiful. So now having
realised my duty towards me, it’s time to make MYSELF A HAPPY PERSON before I
loose all of myself into others’ gladness. B)
Reason No 4
For the sake of pure satisfaction of cherishing myself with my own money. :D
Reason No 5
After spending, I will know what to do with my next
salary : P
Aha!! It felt so so soooo good to see myself
happy on total expense of my own willingness of spending my first moth salary
on ME!!
